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Thursday, January 15, 2004
mood: yucky!
welllll hey, my life is boring as all hell and i just cant quite stand it much longer. yesterday was just gay. all of it. the exams at school were gay, me having to go to dance and THEN finding out alicia was teaching us modern and i wasnt gettin a usual jazz class was EXTREMELY gay, anddddd it barley fucking snowed outside which has to top it all off. ive been waiting all week for this damn snow that ive been hearing about from everyone...."OH DID U HEAR ABOUT THE BIG SNOW STORM COMING UP ON THURSDAY?!" im like wtf sweeeeet. so i was all hyper and excited for it to snow. the weather lady on the radio said...b on the look out for 3-4 inches of snow on thursday until noon. im like WHOA were sooo gettin off school! and we didnt. we fucking didnt get off, and to make everything go even better, we had a 2 hour delay. well now ur probaly thinkin, wtf?! why would u b pissed if u had a 2 hour delay...well ur not too brite smart ass cuz um this week...um i have gay ass exams and umm...that means u go in 2 IN A HALF hours late. now since we had a stupid 2 hour delay for no appartent reason cuz there was no snow on the ground, that ment we had to go in early!!! and i was very very pissed off at stupid harford county cuz thats bull shit i want my extra 30 min of sleep more then anything and they take it away from me for nothing at all. so i was upset when i woke up this morning earlier than usual. errrr. but school wasnt that bad 2day. it was actually really gay i think. i did nothing in gym, went to lunch, sat and ate it and did nothing, went to math and did absolutely nothing at all besides study for spanish, went to spanish, failed another exam and then off to home i went. where i have been bored as fuck all evening and i was really expecting to attempt to hang out with jake for some reason cuz hes been leading on saying all week that we should hang out on thursday...on monday he was like "well i have a game on wed and if we win we have no pracitce on thursday so we can hang out since u have no dance and we have a delay on friday" im like alrite cool...then today rolls around and hes like "we lost are game yesterday, but i still dont have practice tonite" pretty much saying..."THAT MEANS WE CAN DO SOMETHING TONITE LIKE I SAID WE SHOULD ON MONDAY WHEN I WANTED TO!!!" so i was up for that. i mean i have nothing better to do 2nite anyway, so i waited for him to call until 5 and then pretty much figured he forgot about me and screwed me over to go do something more fun with his life while i sit here in my room all nite doing nothing at all but stuffing my face with massive amounts of food .well doesnt that seem like such a good ass time!? I THINK NOT BIOTCH. yeah so thats wat ive been basically doing 2day. and im really excited tomorrows friday, i wanna sleep in, get my last 2 deadly exams over with, come home and go to dance so i can start teaching my babys their dance which i m very excited about, and then mayb have time to hang out with jake after his bball game. yay. see i really have nothing done of my dance besides 1 verse and the lyrics, and i have to say its nothing speical at all...im not very proud of my choreographing skills at the moment, i no i could do alot better, but having to use the song im just a girl-no doubt, and trying to choreograph to that which is kinda fast, with really short lyrics and everything is quite hard to tell ya the truth. i could do way better with a different song, but thats not my choice cuz im pretty sure outta all the songs i have, thats basically the best song that fits two 11 year olds. but ummm so ill get home hopefully around 6:30, freshin up, and mayb jake can pick me up on his way home from basketball so we can just chill all nite like we usually do. hmmm sounds like a plan. just gotta see if jake approves of this and everything. god i really need to talk to natalie. she wants me to go to arena cross this weekend with her, and i have dance all fucking day from 9:45-4:30 straight on saturday, but on sunday im free and have nothing to do unless jake desperatly wants me to do something with him but if not i think i mite as well go to arena cross and watch the amatures race. yay. the pros race on saturday but it looks like i cant go watch them. i went last year with natalie. all i remember was it was really cold, and there was guys everywhere and we hung out with all natalies motocross friends. this year, nats motocross boyfriend is away in florida probaly hooking up with other girls rite now, while natalies going to arena cross to watch her bro bobby fucking raborg win his class like usual. haha funnnnnn. oh yeah and we have off on monday-wed so i can do watever i want with jake, besides the fact that i have dance and everything errrrrr. sucks!!! but i dunno hopefully this weekend wont turn out to suck as badly as i think.... hehe
Posted at 09:10 pm by br0kenhanded
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004
mood: feeling like a nap
sooooooo im pretty damn sure im not going to the snowflake dance...hmmm my opinion on this, well i guess its fine, i would have enjoyed to go, i mean the dances are usually fun and homecoming was pretty fun if u ask me, but um yesterday the tickets went on sale, so i go buy one. and jake didnt have any money so he didnt get to buy one. at dismissal yesterday jake was like " i really dont wanna go to that dance" and im like uh okay? and hes like "are u still gonna go?" im lke not if ur not thats gonna b gay and hes like oh okay, well u already bought ur ticket ill go if u want to, im like no if u dont wanna we dont have to i dont mind. sooo im out 10 bucks. i dunno why he doesnt wanna go, he didnt really gimme a good reason, but watever i guess its cool. even tho now im out 10 bucks, and i have to go to dance insted of having fun at a dance. but its saving my mom some money than buying a dress cuz i would pick out an expensive dress like usual. so oh well watever, oh wat fun! ALL WEEK we have exams!! YAY errrrrr im really not looking forward to them at all. i mean i no nothing in any of my classes, im too lazy or have no time to study so watever. i had 2 exams 2day, government that im pretty sure i failed cuz i basically guessed on every question, and math that i think i did already in cuz i study in the class before it. so thats all, i dunno hopefully ill do fine i dont feel likt streessing about it or anything. sooooooooooo the good thing about exams all week is that starting tomorrow we have 2 in a half hour delays!!!!! yay work it out. im really excited about that so i can finally sleep in thats A W E S O M E!!!! wooohooo. but uh today was gay, and it was my last ful day of gym! * im gonna miss mr kap, he was awsome. the hole period we did watever everyone was just hanging out playing basketball and everything. so me slone kim andrew and other people were playing with evans gameboy lol and uh kap comes over and hes like lemme play...now seriously, wat kinda teacher would b like wats that? and then say oh thats a game boy!? no way lemme play ill kill u all!! WAT THE HELL KINDA TEACHER IS THAT COOL.!?!? most teachers would take that away from u or at least tell u to put it away but my kick ass gym teacher comes over and plays like a lil kid it was so freaking funny i was cracking up. so that was i guess my excitement for the day. tomorrow im sleeping in, jake has a basketball game and if he wins, that means he wont have practice on thursday and since i have no dance and since we have a 2 in a half hour delay on friday were gonna hang out on thursday nite and...umm "study" for exams hahahha. so hopefully thats happening, if not i think i mite b able to hang out with him friday cuz im gonna hopefully start working on my dance for my babys if rachel can do the rehersal on friday. ughhhh oh well, ummmmm thursday its suppost to b a big snow storm so im really looking forward to getting off school, and then this wekeend we have like a 5 day wekeend how sweet is that.. god i cant wait!!!!
Posted at 03:40 pm by br0kenhanded
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
moood: tiredish
so tonite i went shopping for my dress for the upcoming dance at schoool called *snowflake*. im excited, and i wanna decent dress, i mean i dont need a fancy one its no big dance or anything. i went all out for 8th grade, for homecoming i wore some tube fro-y black dress with pink flowers at the bottom. it looked so cheap in the store but since im gay, i was like hey wat the fuck ill stud my dress, and it looked 1022345678 times better and i was sooooo proud of it. i actually made it look pretty. i thought i looked pretty good for homecoming. but watever. anyway. the snowflake dance is coming up soon on the 24! and i gotta go cuz i sent a conflict in for dance and if i dont getta ticket ill b pissed. so me and mommy went on a hunt tonite for the perfect dress for snowflake. jake wasnt home anyway so that was good, rite after school he had to go to a basketball game that was like a hour in a half away and he said that he definatly couldnt do anything tonite so i took that oportunity to go shopping with all the christmas money i have :yay: i really wanted to loook for my dress since i dont have much time but it didnt really work. there werent many stores that had decent looking dresses, and they either for major expensive, or ugly. hmmm tough choice. i looked in a bunch of stores and none had anything decent. besides arden b, which im pretty sure is a older persons store but they had some cute expensive dresses. i really wanted a halter cuz i just worn a tube dress so i didnt wanna look the same as last time, and i really want something with black in it so i dont have to buy new shoes cuz i love my shoes anyway. sooooooo we looked in there and they had this awesome haltery dress that was like strunched up front and the back was all out and it was cut so low and it was the cheapest they had so i tryed it on and my boobs hung out and it didnt fit. i was pissed cuz it was really sexy and it woulda looked good. but then my mom finds a awesome silky tube dress in black and it has there like white stripes randomly coming from the side and everything. it was so pretty and felt awesome it was way nicer then the dress i wore for homecoming. even tho it wassss a tube, i tryed it on and i dont have enough boobs to fill it out, but i have a nice big strapless bra that mite do the trick. but anyway i wanted to add some thick silky straps to it to help hold it up and make it look more haltery insted of another black tube dress like i just wore. and then i will stud the strips with white studs to add some flavor to it. so it was all planned out, we have a steamstress at dance who would definatly do the sewing job for us and im a studder, and it works out great. the dress was 108 bucks and my mom was alil werid about it so we decided that if we cant find anything we like better were gonna get it and go back so i think i mite get that. it will look good since its black and white and will match jakes tux! lol ahhaa. sooooooo um yeah that was it. and i didnt buy anything at all for myself while i was at the mall besides one earring from pacsun but i took alot of clothes back that i didnt like from christmas. i took back a bunch of stuff from american eagle and bought a las vegas shirt, and like a bunch of panites. then i went to pacsun and i got a 50 buck gift card for all the shit i brang back. wow thats crazy. im so freaking rich. so i went searching for the one cd i waneted to buy while i was out cuz i no i wouldnt b out for a while. and that is THE FLAMING LIPS. so i go to fye, cuz i had a gift card for there and they didnt have it? WTF thats crazy. so since i have a mall gift certificate i was like i can go to any cd store and buy it so i go to sam goody, find it and it was 20 FUCKING BUCKS no way in hell im paying 20 dollars for a cd thats crazy shit ill wait. mayb i can get it from bestbuys for cheaper. or i can just wait till jake buys it and he can burn me a copy. thats a thought. i dunno theres so much shit. but i think that jake said if he can get tickets we are gonna go to a flaming lips concert and rock out even tho neither of us still are cdless, we love them. YAAAAAA.
so anyway that was my nite, and it was boring and jake never called and i wanted to talk to him cuz i miss him:( i have dance all day tomorrow too, straight thru from 10:30-6:30, when the hell do i eatttttt?!! ahhhhh i have ballet, then we start SHELLYS LYRICAL DANCE!!!!!!!! yaaaaaa im soooooo excited i love shellys dances i just cant wait till tomorrow, then pilatees, then jazz then a speical part for the dance thats holding me over till 6:30 when i could b out doing shit with my boyfriend but nooooo i have to b in gay speical parts errrrr. oh well. ill deal. im finished at 6:30, get home at 7, get to jakes by 7:30 mayb even have time to go to c-mart and get the tux i dunno...but im looking forward to tomorrow in a way...cuzzz
**im gonna start a dance,
**enjoy the pleasure of classes with shelly,
***NOT ENJOY the 8 straight starving hours of dance,
********and then have a great ass time with jake all niteeeeeee yay!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 12:17 am by br0kenhanded
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
listening to: dashboard confessional- as lovers go
mood: pissy
alrite anyway now that thats settled, this weekend has been fun. and crazy and uh i dunno i basically hung out with jake and stuff. um on saturday morning i came home from ocean city, and then i unpacked and stuff, and jake called me around 2 and wanted to no if i wanted to go to jennas basketball game so i went and it was funny to watch lil fat 6th graders running around, never making any baskets expect when they get extremely lucky. um we went back and watched american wedding and 8 crazy nites which i have to say really sucked but american wedding is good like usual. we ate dinner and just hung out the rest of the nite like we usually do. on sunday, i was bored, slept in till 12, and did nothing until 4 when jake called and invited me to jennas indoor lacrosse game and we watched that, no fun, was better then basketball i have to say, and then um we went back to the house andjust hung out until 9 and that was that. how funnnnn. yesterday sucked and i was tortured at dance cuz it was kinda a coming back tihng and they killed me and im so quitting pointe i cant stand it anymore. im just excited cuz were starting to learn our dances this weekend, but i wanna b wit jake, since he has freaking basketball on fridays i cant do anything with him and then im busy saturday with dance but hopefully not all nite. WELL snowflake dance is coming up on the 24, and i need a dress so i think im going hunting for one sometime soon, but i think jakes gonna bust in in a tux and that would b so awesome. were going to c-mart and buying one for like 50 bucks and were gettiing him some ugly ass shoes too its gonna b great. sooo thats it, schools gay and uh i have nothing to say about that expect ive been spending my hole nite doing homework and working on a dammn english project thats due next class....errrrrrrr i hate school more then anything. so my dads bitching at me to get off the internet cuz im such a bad child and everything and thats all bullshit so screw my dad i hate him, i was pissing him off or something and everything hes quite gay. errrr hes like "NO INTERNET FOR 2 DAYS AND I MEAN IT WHY ARE U TALKING TO PEOPLE GET OFF NOW!!!!!" shut the fuck up dad ur gay as all hell....DAMN my life is gay
Posted at 08:48 pm by br0kenhanded
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Friday, January 02, 2004
yay wat fun in ocean city...errr
mood: fine...
so im in ocean city rite about now. i just got home from florida and we turned around and drove up here again so we can visit poppy since hes sick. i really didnt wanna but i new i had to see poppy, anyway my mom made me. but at least i got to stay home yesterday, i talked my parents into letting me go over jakes house for new years cuz they really wanted to leave for oc last nite and spend new years with the gparents and i said hellll no i just got home, i havent seen jake in forever and i just wanna be with him for alil bit. sooo, yesterday, jake was up his gparents house for a while and his mom told me he would call me when he got home so i already freshened up and got ready so when he called i could go rite over there. so he called around 3:30 and he said okay well lemme getta shower and then well come over and pick u up...i needed a ride becuz my mom was sleeping and my dad was across the street hunting. soooo jake came over to pick me up around 4 or something like that and we went over his house and we just hung out and everything, and i talked with his mom for a while and everything and we just hung out in his room talking about wat has been going on since we havent seen eachother in forever, i missed him so much i was so glad i got to be with it it was awesome. i gave him some shit from margareitaville or watever lol and he liked it so that was good. so we went downstairs and watched a movie, and decided to play truth or dare jenga but it was pretty gay cuz jenna was playing with us and it was no fun, shes too young, we really couldnt do any of the dares like, "exchange an article of clothing with another player" or "wats ur favorite battery operated toy?" hahah thats so dirty, and it was jennas game she got for xmas, shes only 11, and she doesnt even no wats going on. jake got pissed and we stopped playing cuz jenna was annoying and we never finished our game. then we went upstairs to eat the yummmmmy dinner, we had steamed shrimp that was soooo good, crab cake balls that were soooo yummy, homemade french fries, andddd pumpkin roll or something for dessert. i dunno jakes mom made it and she made me try it and it wasnt so bad so i ate it all just to make her happy. how nice m i. so me and jake went downstairs and we decdied to play a game a pool. 2 against 1, me and jake vs jenna and we won cuz jakes the master. i only got one ball in cuz i suck but hes sooo good. lol.awww work it out baby. so we started watching another movie and jakes mom called my parents 2 see if they wanted to stop over so my gay parents had to ruin it and come over for a while before then went to gabis house for the new years party. wat sucked was my mom brought a shit load of dance tapes to show the family. i was so embrassed i was pissed at my mom more then anything, everyone watched them i was furious jake was just cracking up at me the hole time i couldnt stand it that ruined my nite so bad. i was glad when they were finally over, but i was pissed. sooo my parents finally left 10 years later after talking about everything possible and having a few drinks. errr so gay. so me and jake go back downstairs, and jenna decided that she wanted to go to her neighbors house and hang out for alil and jakes parents wanted to go over too and jake really didnt wanna cuz he wanted to be with me and everything, and i didnt wanna either but i didnt mind or anything, so jake got so pissed off and we had to go, he was so mad, he was sooooo mad at his mom and everything he was so pissed off it was crazy. so i went up and got outta my pjs and got my jeans on and walked acrosse the street with jenna since she wanted me to walk with her. jake followed behind not talking and just pissed off. we get there and i relized we were at matt owings house, hes a friend from school and andrew was there to, there jakes neighborhood friends he didnt seem 2 pissed when we got there. jakes parents said they weere only gonna stop by for about 30 min, we left at 9 and we stayed until 11. it was so boring. we watched tv for a while, then hung out in matts room and i felt so weird cuz i was with a bunch of guys adn it was really boring. matts room was so awesome tho i loved it there was shit everywhere it was sooo random i want my room like that it was crazy cool. then we went downstairs and played eypgain ratscrew and i lost. then we wwaited paiently upstairs for the parents to quit talking so we could go hang out for alil bit. me jake and jenna left about 10 min early so we hung out alil b4 the parents came home. and we went downstairs and started watching a movie and everything and then about 20 of 12 jakes parents wanted us to come up to watch the ball drop and i was fine but jake was pissed. he wasin the worst mood and wouldnt talk to his mom cuz he was really pissed off at her. after the ball dropped my parents called and said they would b over to pick me up around 1 and me and jake hung out until they came and it sucked that i didnt really get to be with him alot but atleast i did. i no jake wasnt happy and to top it off i had to leave for ocean city the next day for 2 days. that sucks really bad. i wont b home till tomorrow but oc is pretty boring. yesterday i slept basically all day and then i played dominos with my mom and old people at nite. i watched i love the 80s all nite which is an awesome show. rite now i think im going up to a surf shop to shop and then to the boardwalk maybe, so im trying to have alil bit of fun errr.....oh well i cant wait till im home so i can see jake!
Posted at 12:53 pm by br0kenhanded
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Wednesday, December 31, 2003
AHH VACA IN FLORIDA!!!!!!
mood: excited
so im home for new years from good ole florida. and it was sooooooooooo fun, and sooooooooooo warm and i loved it and i m very pissed im home to marylands cold winter weather insted of the 70 deegree weather everyday in florida. i even kinda goottta tan the first full day i was there cuz i layed by the pool and it was sooo warm. mmmmm. loved it. so as u no we left for florida on christmas day, i left my gparents early so we could get to the airport. we didnt get to the hotel until around 12 and we just hung out and unpacked and relaxed. the first day we were there we stay by the pool and got a tan and everything it was so hot. the competition didnt start until saturday so we had a free day before it started so we could go do watever we wanted. umm that nite we went over to universals city walk. its like a big area full of nite clubs and shops to walk around and it was so nice we looked in all the stores and i bought this sexy clock that has all the numbers mixed up so u dont no wat time it is its pretty funny. we went to jimmy buffets margariville and i had to buy jake some souvinors so i did i got him a deck of cards and a lisence plate that said it on it and everything. so that was a fun nite. the next day allie had to dance early, so we went over around 10 to watch her do her solo. she did really awesome, but it was fun watching the competition cuz everyone was so good. we went back to the hotel and relaxed cuz gabi and molly had to compete later that day so we just hung around. gabi did awesome and so did molly so i had no doubt they would make it to the next round. it was tough tho cuz they had some crazy competition. sooooooo we got home and rested for the next day becuz thats when I DANCED! yay. i wasnt looking forward to it at all. our baby junior becca, did SO AWESOME it was crazy she nailed it we new she made it to the next round. now lets see, this comp was run like the show american idol. they have a bunch of people, then they would keep narrowing it down to 30, then 10 then 5 then 1 for 10,000 BUCKS!!!!! yayy and thats a lot of cash i tell ya. everyone wanted it. soooooo after u do ur solo, when ur dead tired and wanna just get off the damn stage, the judges TALK to u and give u corrections so u have to stand there on the stage and try to act like ur not tired so u can focus on wat the judges are saying. i no i cant do that cuz i have low stamana, and i can barley make it thru my solo without running outta breath sooooo i no i couldnt go up there and stand there and talk to these judges and everything and try to at least act like im paying any attention wat so ever. and im usually never nervous when i do my solo, i have nothing to worrry about, i just go out there and do it and thats it, but i was sooooo nervous becuz people earlier that day, puked on stage. and i get that feeling everytime im finished my dance cuz i need some air and have no energy but i never have, but i was sooooo afriad i was going to. so i was worryed about that and didnt do my best. i fell out of alot of turns to, plus it wouldnt have matterd if i did it perfect becuz our solos werent choreographed good enough for this competition, there was some amazing talent. so later that nite, was the awards for who makes the cut for the top 30. they only had awards for juniors and teen tho becuz they were running really behind and seniors werent finished yet so they were gonna get teen and juniors awards outta the way. well as we already new becca made top 30 for juniors, but no one esle from our studio made top 30 for teens cuz we suck and thats final. lol, no it was just alot of competition, but o well. so we were proud to at least be rooting on 1 person from our group!! YAY!!!!. the next day she had to be there at 9 to recompete again against all 30 juniors, they were all awesome, and then they made the cut for top 10 and BECCA MADE IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! shes so good, she really is i was sooooo happy she was doing awesomeeee. so we sat and watched all the teens and alot of them sucked really bad and we were mad that they picked some sucky people but watever, and we watched the seniors and they were always good. soooo, all the top teners re performed again later that day, to find out who makes the top 5. thats the big stuff, when u make top 5 u get a prize no matter wat and guess wat BECCA MADE ITT AGAIN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! she rocks soooooooo bad i was soooo excited she deserved it she is one killer baby. ohhhh myyyyy godddd it was unbelieveable. so we were all so excited to see her re perform for the last time for 10,000, everyone was doing awesome. so we go to the top 5 show, with the top 5 juniors, teeens, and seniors, and they were all so awesome it was crazy. becca went against a boy who was good, her rival competitor shannon o neil from dance explosion. we compete against them all the time sicne there from the maryland area and they go to our competitions too, so they always are competiting against eachother, and becca always outbeats her, a amazing tapper who tapped on her toes she was awesome, and the cali girl who could do 5 turns and the turns with ur leg in the air about 3 times and was only 11. how crazy is that. i thought she would have one but....THE CHINESE TAPPER GIRL WON!!!!! she was awesome she was so good. she really deserved the money and she started crying when she won. now i bet ur wondering how becca did. she did awesome and nailed her number for the 294274897538902 millionth time but the boy and the cali girl outbeat her and she got 4th. she atleast deserved 3rd but oh well. she was sooo happy cuz she beat her rival like usual, and i think thats all that she really wanted to do. work it out. sooo the teens were awesome, another girl from cali won for teens, she was 13 and was awesome i loved her she was so nice she derserved it too, there was some tough competition in teens tho but she was amazing. and for seniors our friend robbie nickloson, won it all. he was the awesomest dancer ive ever seen, he is even kinda pro, but won the hole competition. he was amazing, and hes from va, he hung out with us the hole time cuz gabis family new him from the past and he was so nice he was amazing. and that was it. and it was awesome and i loved it. soooooo the next day, we had an extra day to do watever we wanted cuz we didnt catch our plane till 2day so my mom took me gabi and antiona to islands of adventure for the day. pretty awesome and soooooo crowded. it was sooooooo crowded it was crazy. i didnt even get on the hawk. errrrr i wanted to so bad but it was a long ass line so oh well ill wait till i go in the summer. i got on the stupid dr suess ride but it was so cute i love the things. thing 1 and thing 2. there sexy. then we went and got on the dueling dragons which was a big rollercoaster and i HATE drops on rides more then anything but i sucked it up and got on and i loved it it was awesome. then we got on jurassic park and it was sooo awesome and we got soooooo wet and it scared me sooooo bad. YEAHHHH. ummm we went to eat, got on the dudly do right log flume fall thing which was something like the steepest log flume ever or something and it got me so wetttt errrrrrr but it was fun, long ass lines tho. i really wanted to see the matt hoffman crazy freakin stunt show but we didnt have any time. soooooo we went over to, the spiderman ride and waited in line for 2 hours just to get on the stupid ride. my mom wanted to get on it sooo bad for some reason and it took half the nite. errrr but we finally got on it and it was really awesome. um we wanted tog et on the hawk but the line was major major long and we needed to catch the bus so we ran back over to the other rollercoaster and got on the other side of the dragon so it would b differenet and then we got on jurassic park again cuz it was nite time and there was no line and we sat in the front and we got soaked it was awesome. then we were off to the hotel to pack after that tirering day, i think were going back there in the summer so that would b cool im excited. so i had to wake up at freaking 4 in the morning today. 4 IN THE FUCKING MORING. how crazy is that i was sooo pissed off it was crazy, we had to catch a plane at 7:10 and we had a layover in atlanta but we got home at 11 and it wasnt bad 1 hour flights i slept thru the 2nd one, but my moms so gay on planes and spazzes i hated sitting next to her.
so now im home, dieing to go over jakes but hes not home from his gpas yet so im paiently sitting here waiting. i convinced my parents to let me stay home for new years and let me go over jakes, mayb even spend the nite, im hoping!!!! but i have to leave early tomorrow for poppys to visit so i dunno but im hoping. anyway im off to get me a shower and relax a bit. jesus its been a long winter vaca, and its almost over. jesus christ.
Posted at 02:55 pm by br0kenhanded
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Thursday, December 25, 2003
MERRY CHRISTMAS BIOTCH!!!!!
mood:EXCITED!!!!!!!!!
AHHH MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!
christmas rocks so baddddd i love it...presents, food, florida, i mean come on wat esle is better then that!!! mmhmm. yaaaaa todays been sweet so far and i got a bunch of junk. plus im leaving for florida tonite so i can gett tan while up here in maryland we are probaly gettin snow HAHHA funny shit rite there. so lets see wats been going on, ive been so busy these past days but ive been finding time to update alil bit...
yesterday was christmas eve, i went over jakes house in the morning and hung out with him for the last time in a week. thats crazy im not gonna b able to make it im gonnahave to b talking on the fone ewwwwwww hate! im gonna miss him so much but ill deal and he will too he probaly wont even miss me lol. but i hung out with him for a while and said good by around 3. aww. then off to tehe cousins house to watch hours of re runs of the christmas story, eat dinner, watch my cousin puke in the basement, and exchange crap gifts. i didnt get much besides junk which is usually wat i always get from my aunt but its all good. she did gimme 50 bucks and 25 buys to fye to buy cds so rock on auntie! um it was really boringtho and we got home late last nite so i went rite to bed. i woke up this morning around 7:30 cuz my moms weird and wakes me up wtf? even tho it was christmas and i wanted presents, she shouldnt have woken me up i was tired and shit. but i got alot of shit veryyyy cool i have to say lets see wat all did i get...
*tons of clothes that i packed for florida, ALL OF THEM! my suitcase is soooo filled its *crazy but i love my clothes yeahhhhhhhh
*my von dutch hat!! and purse!!! woo hoo rock on my mom went crazy thats so awesomeeeeee yay!
*a new 5 cd changer cd player that i was dieing to have. i really wanted a 5 cd changer one cuz my old one broke and it holds more so i wont have to keep gettin up and changing it cuz im lazy yay. anyway my ps2 isnt really working with the cds anymore its gettin dead.
*new sony discman that works awesome im loving it
*a lacrosse stick. my moms trying to get me all play when i dont no shit and the only reason is cuz jake is obssesssssed and is sooooo good. and shes stupid and got me a guys stick wtf?! lol
*the new dashboard cd with dvd that ive been watching all morning YEA
*my parents gave me 100 bucks
*my gparents gave me 100 bucks so im freaking rich its crazy and im spending all my money at all the stores in florida that they dont have down here yay!
ummm i cant remember everything esle, it was just random stuff, a bunch of clothes and its been awesome i loved it all yay! yeah so rite now im listening to my discman with a florida mix i just burned and im off to get ready for a feast at the gparents before we fly out to florida tonite around 8:30 im so excited. and im really gonna miss break, but screw it ill live. yay soooo im pretty sure im bringin the labtop, if i find time thruout my adventure i will try to update but who nos..
HOPE U HAVE A SWEET ASS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 12:42 pm by br0kenhanded
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
listening to: dashboard- for justin
mood: ACHOOOOOOO
so yeah im sick. how awesome is that. and just perfect. my day home sick...rite before christmas and my trip to flordia, oh so marvellious. yeah well my day off from school was pretty gay. i went to bed at 8:30 last nite and i got woken up at 11 to take some medicine. i really wanted to go to school today but i had a 100 degree fever or something like that this morning and my mom wouldnt let. which also sucks was that i didnt get to talk to jake and tell him i was staying home so i bet he was pretty pissed. umm i told him i probaly wasnt gonna come to school tomorrow yesterday and hes like no u have to cuz then u probaly wouldnt be able to do anything tomorrow nite and im lke yeah i will and i asked my mom that this morning and shes like yeah u can stll go over with jake so thank god. i just wanna talk to him so bad but hes at gay basketball rite now errrrr. um so all day i did nothing, i woke up around 11...and i couldnt sleep cuz these construction people are banging on my house putting up aluminum siding and stuff so it was so loud i just got up. i talked to luke for a while since he was the only person home 2. umm i watched waynes world, got stuff together for florida, and um took a hour bath and relaxed. i feel alil better but i still feel like shit for some reason. i cant breathe and everything. and im pissed i didnt go to school, now i have to stay after one day soon to make up my science test i missed, plus im so behind on my car its crazy. errrrr. oh well. so that was my day, how fun, i think im off to watching tv and packing and stuff...desperately waiting for jake to come home and we can do something!!
Posted at 03:23 pm by br0kenhanded
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Monday, December 22, 2003
mood: sickyyy
yesterday was so gay. i did absolutly nothing at all. my mom got home from oc, asked her if she would take me to get my shoes and she said no and i didnt do anything the rest of the day. i was looking forward to spending the day with jake but he never called so oh well. rite now i feel like shit. i couldnt sleep last nite cuz i couldnt breathe, i couldnt stop sneezing, and coughing and stuff. i didnt wanan go to school today but i did. and i told jake i mite stay home tomorrow incase he wanted to but he talked me into coming, plus i have 2 tests and everything. so yeah, and i just got back from the jamm packed mall looking for some converses and they were sold out i couldnt believe it cuz they had them on saturday...errrrrrr very pissed,
Posted at 08:19 pm by br0kenhanded
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
i LOVE my present from jake so much!!!!!
listening to: no doubt- dont speak
mood: feeling loved!
sooooooooo heres me just gettin home from an exciting, gift exchanging nite at jakes house. YAYEAAAAAAAA!!! sooooooo sweet. so lets see, so u no wat i got him but ill tell u again....
a pink floyd shirt, a sublime shirt, a sublime blacklite poster, a jim morrison poster, 2 things of insence, and a grateful dead dvd, my mom bought him a jimi hendrix dvd too. sooooooo!!! when i get over there, he rite away wants to open the presents cuz hes sooooooo impaient and was dieing to open them lol i no he has been wanting to no wat i got him forever. sooooo i let him open his gift first. he LOVED IT! even tho he guessed everything from its shape, he still loved it. i think he loved his 2 dvds, he seemed like he did. he liked his 2 shirts, he was like, "finally i was given 2 shirts that i actually really like". he liked the posters and wanted to hang them up rite away, and he said i got the good kinda insence so i think i did pretty damn good!!! yeah!!!!! i was so happy!!! he looked so happy it just made my nite. awwwwww. well lets see...next i opened my gift!!! soooo he got me...PINK PAUL FRANK PJS!!! that i wanted soooo badly. god so awesome. a roxy leporad wallet that i LOVE its sooooo sexy i wanted it so badly and i was all upset when they ran out of them and i didn thitnk i was gonna get it but hes awesome and bought me the LAST ONE!!!! rock on. and he got me some bath and body works vallina lotion that i asked for. mmmm so yummy. his gift was awesome. i loved it all i was so happy. 2nite was just awesome i love him so much hes perfect. it was awesome. the rest of the nite, we talked, hung out downstairs, played cards, watched the santa clause and had an awesome time. god i love him so much it was just awesome. sooo anyway besides my awesome nite. lets see... wat happened early u ask?! well ummm i went to dance and killed myself and changed my solo all round and shit soooooo thats a reminder to myself to practice a T O N . ummm then me and daddy did some bonding and went off to dicks where he bought nothing, micheals and he bought some xmas gift for my uncle, barnes and noble and bought a ebay book for my mom cuz hes gay, and then we headed off to the mall. soo at the mall, our goal was to get a outfit for my mom. which i accomplished. while i was at pac sun, i see jakes mom and his lil sis jenna!! i was freaking out i was like "EXCUSE ME wat are u doing here i thought jake was out shopping at towson why arent u there with them." and shes like "we came here after jennas bball game." she was looking for shit for jake, while jake and the guys were out shopping for her too. well she was looking in the wrong store for jake cuz he told me he didnt want anything from pac sun anyway but i think she got him some shit from aeropostale. im glad i bought him some shirts cuz i no his mom wont buy him decent ones. but she was all asking me to help her find stuff for him and she offered to take me home since i was going over his house later 2nite anyway and everything and i was like i cant i have to go finish shopping for my mom and everything so i told her id see her later that nite. sooo after that, i was walking outta pac sun on my way to american eagle to see if i could get my mom a decent shirt or something but all there shit is ugly and stuff but i saw justins lil sis taylor who loves me and shes so cute so i said hey to her and hugged her sincei havent seen her in forever. since there was nothing in american eagle we busted over to divah, the store i absolutly hate and i bought my mom a shirt there and then went over to another gay store deb and bought her some matchin pants and then i left. right when i walked in my fone was ringing and it was jake. he asked me where i was and hes like "i just got home from the mall why" and hes like "im at harford mall, ive been here all day, ive been shopping for my mom and we ran into her too, she said that she ran into u and ur dad and i wanted 2 no if u were still here so we could meet up" and im like "uhhh no im home im sorry lol" so he picked me up on the way home from the mall and snuck all the gifts into the house before his mom got home. and that was my day. i think im gonna go watch some tv, go to sleep in my new pjs, wake up early tomorrow and spend time with jake!!!!
Posted at 12:07 am by br0kenhanded
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