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Saturday, December 20, 2003
its christmas time, again

listening to: queen- we will rock u 
mood: awake


last nite was the annual christmas party over gabis house. we do it every year just for a christmas get together and for everyone to exchange gifts. well thats wat we used to do, we used to get gifts for EVERYONE and theres a shit load of people lets seee....me, my parents, gabi, her parents, her sis monica, nick and john, there parents and there bro justin with his gf kaite, jesus god, ummm, stephaine, her bro chris, her other bro ray with his gf renee and there parents, and thats all! but damn thats alot...total count off...19! in a baby house!!!! work it. so um yeah like i said insted of exchanging gifts with all 19 people that come, we do some gay secret santa where all the kids pick the kids and exchange with one and same with the parents. so i got john. i didnt no wat to get him at all, so since all summer we were watching the cky tapes, and he only has the box set which only inclued 123 and a documentary, i bought him cky4 and he really liked it thank god, wow i was amazed. the person who had me was nick. yeahhhhhh he got me some hello kitty panties lol and i von dutch shirt. how sweet is that. my gift rocked. ummmm i no that katie and nick gotta dvd player, gabi got some shirts, steph got some shits, basically everyone esle got shirts and wat not. ummm the parents gifts were gay, the big thing was gabis moms gift. my dad had her so he bought her like a fishing rod a tackle box everything. the only reaason was becuz all summer at ocean city she wouldnt stop fishing and she loved it so yeah she loved her gift she wouldnt let go of the fishing rod the rest of the nite. this party wasnt as fun as other years i do have to say. we left around 1 and i wasnt tired but watever. umm i think im gettin sick, i have to go to dance soon from 12-1 for my solo rehersal for florida, and i got outta going to oc becuz of this. yesterday i heard jake talking to justing about spending the nite becuz i couldnt do anything last nite and if he cant do anything with me when i cleared my hole schedule to be with him im gonna b soo pissed. i told steph i couldnt go to the nutcracker becuz of it so watever. im gonna go call him now and see wats up!! ahh

Posted at 10:31 am by br0kenhanded
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
i cant b with him EVER!!!


mood: really really upset


i dunno why im so nice to jake, and so obsessed with him and everything, it just confuzes me when i look back. one minute he can b the awesomest guy, huging me being all sweet and nice, joking around making me laugh and everything. i LOVE when hes like that, thats exactly wat i want in a guy and i have it...for the most part. then when u find something to piss him off just alil, he just changes totally and acts like a dick. he doesnt talk, he acts like he doesnt care when i try to talk to him, he says hes not pissed off about the situation and makes up other excuses but he really is mad, and he just acts real gay. and this just happend to me, and like i said i dont no why im so nice to him and obsessed, he gets me upset over stupid shit that for me is uncontrollable. so i bet ur wondering why im pissed off at him ...well here ya go...
jake told me hed call me tonite cuz we were suppost to go to the mall, i was sleeping when he called so my dad woke me up and i talked to him and hes like "hey, we going??" and i said no cuz my mom wasnt home so i was like call me back im going back to sleep for alil and hes like okay ill call u later so i slept until 8 :30 which i really didnt wanna but no one in my damn house wakes me up. even tho i do need a shower, need to eat dinner and need to do my homework, but they really expect me to sleep thru the hole nite which isnt gonna happen so yeah. i wake up, check caller id and jake called a half hour ago, he usually goes to bed early so i was afriad to call but i did cuz i wanted to talk to him. so i called him and we talked and i was telling him how im sorry i couldnt do anything tomorrow cuz i have to go to gabis christmas party, and he could come if he wanted to but he cant cuz he has basketball so thats not my fault. then wat sucks is while i was sleeping, my mom and dad were constantly in and out of my room and i would randomly hear lil convos and stuff and i so thought that i heard my mom say that we were gonna go up the ocean on saturday. i wanted to find out if that was true so i went over to my mom and asked her and she said..."well i called the studio, they have ur rehersal scheduled for saturday from 12-1, i asked them to change it to tomorrow before the party so on saturday we could go to pops, but i dont no if they will, if they dont then were gonna stay  home" im so pissed rite now cuz there probaly gonna change it i have a feeling. just to make mom happy. so i was trying to find an excuse to get outta it, i was coughing and seriously too cuz i dont feel so cool rite now, my throats all clogged and shit and i have a sneeze and i no early my mom said that we werent gonna go up before christmas cuz theres the flu going around and i probaly have alot of germs from school and everything, and now that im really sick i dont think i should b hanging around pop at all. but she said no he said its fine he wants to see u before u leave for florida so im like fine okay watever. so i tell jake that, and he didnt seem to happy. hes already pissed off about tomorrow that i cant do anything, and im leaving for florida on christmas, dont come back for 5 days until like new years eve and then i only get to be with him new years eve and then i go back up ocean city or something. im more pissed then ever and i feel like shit how im totally ignoring the fact that my grandpa is really sick and isnt doing well, just for jake. it makes me look so selfish. i feel so bad. but i really m mad too cuz i wanna b with jake all break. i wish i could. i want to so bad. but i cant its not my fault i cant either. and i no if i go to oc on saturday ill b the most pissed in the world only becuz jake will b. he just acts like im nothing to him and takes it out on me even tho its not my fault. its not my fault my grandpas sick, its not my fault i qualified to go to stupid florida over the break, its not my fault i get home from florida on new years eve and have to leave the next day! none of its my fault. and i told him that i said, if i could decide, i would stay home from everything, not go to florida or oc to visit my grandpa whos sick, i would forget about it all and spend my whole break with him just to make him the happiest guy in the world insted of the miserablest. i hate it when he acts so bitchy for no reason it really isnt my fault like i said. so we didnt really get in any fight or anything like that, its just he started acting like um hes tired and not talking becuz he was really mad and i no he was. he wouldnt even talk to me he was just acting like he never cares about wat i said or anything so i got pissed off cuz he needs to stop acting like a dick and all selfish and everything and i was like, "if u dont wanna talk to me then just tell me becuz rite now ur acting all pissy and its pissing me off really bad" and hes like "damnit im just tired" and im like then leave and hes like watever and then he just didnt talk to me for like 5 min and all of a sudden hung up. thats wat did it, that pissed me off so bad. i just dont understand him, he needs to understand for once. i really do hate the fone, it needs to die, and i always get upset over the stupidest shit with him over the fone so im gonna just stop talking to him on it till his internet is fixed. watever screw him. hes gonna act like a complete asshole to me tomorrow i no it. and if he does ill b in the worst mood ever. i hope he doesnt and i hope he apologizes for hanging up on me and that will b better, but im gonna act all upset around him...mayb he will apologize if he sees me upset. it usually works, but im gonna b real mad tomorrow. errrr. god okay well now that i just wrote my life story in here that happened in all but a hour, i think im gonna go try to go to sleep so i can go see jake tomorrow cuz i really wanna, for some reason? i just need to stop gettin myself all worked up and upset over this stuff. jesus god, okay im outta here

Posted at 10:41 pm by br0kenhanded
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
happy birthday natalie lol

listenin to: no doubt- are you happy now?
mood: exciteddddddddddd!!!


todays been a quite boring day if u ask me. jesus god, i was so fucking tired this morning it was crazy. i dunno i stayed up late last nite cuz of that insident while i was taking my nap yesterday...so i really wasnt tired. i stayed up and watched tv for a while. hmmmm lets see...tooday in school, hmmm pretty damn gay like north harford usually is. i cant stand any of my classes, they all just suck bad, expect for fot, even tho are teacher campbell is such a dickhead but like i got all my good people in it i just have fun while attempting to make a car and watnot. haha so funny. yeah so were fucking making a car outta wood and i have no idea wat the hell im doin at all. thank god i have some friends in that class unlike all my other classes or i would definalty b screwed. me and amanda are basically getting people to do ours for us cuz were so stupid. very fun. when my cars all pretty and finished, im gonna paint it hot pink and its gonna beat everyone in the race so just wait its gonna win damnit.  so we built our cars today in fot if u didnt figure that out already. no fun cuz campbell had a heartattack cuz no one wears there saftey glasses. lol so now we have homework, i dont no wat im doing. ill just rite shit down, i dont care about my grade. arts really gay i have to say. im not really into at all. i may b decent at it, like were doing grid drawings and mines looking decent, i finsihed it today and everything but its so boring, and i have no friends in my class and the hole time everyone is shooting rubber bands at eachother and i swear if i get hit i will cry cuz its so gay. thats probaly my easiest class tho, i getta a on every single thing i turn in even if it looks like shit, my teachers so old shes so stupid.  ummm, went to english, and found out i gotta shit load of making up to do. damnit! errr i hate english probaly the worst outta all my classes cuz i dont no wats going on, i dont belong in that honors class cuz she expects high of us and im dumb as shit im lazy i dont like doing extra work and i dont have the smarts to figure out gay answers just cuz were "honors" students. excuse me no fuck u carter u can die. oh wow i forgot.

today my friend chris gave me a freaking 2 liter of mountain dew for christmas....how cool is that!!!! i got mountain dew for xmas. so kick ass. i left it in jakes locker tho, damnit, were all out i new i shoulda brought that home. oh well. and umm then in science ummm i didnt do anything but i no im gettin a easy a in that class and everything cuz its stupid. oh um on our way outta school at dismissal, it was snowing, sweeet....and becuz of the awesome snow, dance was cancled. work it out. i was kinda looking forward to it since it would be the last class until next year and everything but i was tired and had shit to do 2nite. i really havent done anything tho. i worked on this site, did some homework, couldnt finish spanish cuz i left my text book at school damnit, i guess thats gettin done in homeroom tomorow.  i wanted to go to wal mart cuz dad said we were and i wanted to go getta new cd or something but we ended up not going. i was even gonna seee if jake wanted to go too but that was screwed. okay i think im gonna go tho, cuz im tired, im probaly gonna get bitched at soon cuz my rooms a mess and i was "suppost" to clean it but screw the parents they just always find something to complain about so i dont sit here in front of the comp all the damn time since i have no life. OH YEAH!!!! i no wat im gonna go do...call natalie cuz its HER BIRTHDAY!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOSER I LOVE U SO MUCH YAY MY BIG GIRL IS 14 HOW CUTIE!!!!!! WORK IT OUT SEXY LOL


Posted at 07:38 pm by br0kenhanded
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
everyone is sick!!!


mood: a bit pissed


everyones sick right about now....i could name a bunch of my friends who are sick. its like everyone. sooooo i kinda thought i was gettin sick on sunday nite after i got home from jakes house. i dunno wat was wrong with me, i felt like shit right when i got home, i layed down at 8:30, watched punkd viva la bam  wild boys, 1 bad trip and watever was on after that until 1. yeah it was crazy, i couldnt fall asleep i had the worst cramps in the world. yeah so i just rolled around all nite like usual. i was hoping we were gonna have off tomorrow and the rain on the roads would just freeze but it didnt, and i woke up at like 4 and stayed up till 5 cuz im gay and couldnt sleep and my mom wakes me up at 8 and is like u have a 2 hour delay and im like im not going today i feel like crap soooo i didnt go to school!!! but see i wasnt really sick, i did have a stuffy nose that was running constently but that didnt count. i didnt have the flu or anythin like everyone esle has rite about now, there really was no reason for me to just stay home like that, even tho it was a half a day and everything that wasnt the point.but im not complaining or anything i got alot of shit done on my free day off. well i woke up at 10 and i like ate and did my dance and got alot of that done, and just did homework and stuff, watched videos, i dunno but i still didnt feel good. so after jake comes home from basketball, he gimmes a call which is very rare of him and hes like where the hell were u today and im like uhhh my tummy hurt and he started laughing at me and he did seem to feel bad for me awwwww wata cutie.  ummm i went to dance, but didnt dance, just watched even tho i really wanted to dance and everything. i really did i wanted to i was gettin anxious watching, and ballet was so freaking boring i just couldnt take it any longer but i went and sat out like a good girl should when there sick. another girl was sick with me. and about half the class was absent cuz they are sick. see wat im telling u, everyones gettin the damn flu and it sucks. awww poor kiddies. well today i did go to school, and it was quiet gay i do have to say, it was boring, i was tired, and it was just stupid, but watever i made it thru it. nothing exciting ever happens in school so it kinda sucks. when i got home, i was really tired and i fell rite asleep, i set my alarm at 5:15 cuz thats when jake gets home just incase he got online to talk or called or something but it diditn go off and i was pissed when i woke up a hour ago. i hate that, i think someone turned my alarm off or something, when I set it for MY reasons and someone just thinks there all fucking cool and turns it off by doing me a favor...excuse me no damnit pissing me off. now im not tired at all, and im gonna stay up all nite and im not gonna b able to go to sleep damnit it sucks and im pissed errrr. oh well, i think im gonna go attempt some homework even tho im a lazy ass, ill probaly go listen to brand new, try to jazz up this site alil better and shit and uh thats all so yeaaa baby!

Posted at 08:36 pm by br0kenhanded
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
ITS BEEN 1 HOLE YEAR!!!!!!!!


mood: not too hott


TODAY IS 1 HOLE YEAR THAT ME AND JAKE HAVE BEEN GOING OUT!!!!!
yippie how crazy is that!!!! we have been going out for a hole freaking year...whoa it soooo doesnt feel like it but i was in such an awesome mood all day today cuz thats so kick ass...well lets start off with wat went on yesterday. yesterday i went to dance, left early to go to jakes brothers birthday party. so me and jake hung out bored there with all these lil kids running around and stuff and uh  later me and jake went to the mall so i could buy shit in pac sun. and it was really gay. and then we went back to my house and hung out and it was so awesome and i loved it. jakes soooo kick ass he means so much to me. so we watched charlies angles 2 which sucked and then he went home at around 11:45 cuz my mom was afraid it was gonna start snowing at 12. well today i woke up at 11:30, found out that saddam got caught, and it was all snowy outside!! yeaaaaaaa i was suppost to go to the bsa nutcracker today and see nick but i decided not to and skip becuz it was bad weather and i was lazy and i really wanted to spend the hole day with jake and everything. so he calls and says to come over and help decorate the christmas tree cuz his mom wanted me too. so i did and then me and jake hung out for a while and we just talked about memories and everything and it was so cute. i loved it today was great. we went downstairs and watched finding nemo for like the 10 millionth time and we like kissed for like half the movie it was soooo amazingly awesome. then we talked and then jenna had to come downstairs and ruin it but it was alrite. then we went and ate dinner and we hung out downstairs for a while and talked and everythin and watched tv till 8 when my dad came to pick me up sincei have homework and shit. and jake was gettin tired but it was soooo cool and i cant believe we have been going out for a hole  year!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaa. well hopefully it will snow some more cuz on the way home from jakes the radio said it was suppost to snow tomorrow morning and im hoping it does so i dont have to go to school tomorrow cuz i feel like shit rite now so yeaaaaaaaaa.

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Thursday, December 11, 2003
good luck in surgery poppy i love u! hehe




tonite i went over jakes house. well lemme explain wat alls going on...
see my moms dad, my poppy, hes sick and has to get surgery which was today. so today around 12 my mom drove up to ocean city to b wit him in case anything went wrong during the surgery and to see if he is okay. soooo my poppy is doing fine as i was told so thats good, i hope he gets better and i hope nothing goes wrong. the bad thing about this surgery shit is that he cant come down for christmas cuz he needs to recover sooo i think next saturday i have to go visit him for a day in oc and exchange gives and watnot and then i think we will right after flordia. not cool but i can deal...oh well, soooooo tonite since mommy wasnt home, dadddy had to go to school at 5 and he didnt wanna leave me home alone until 9 sooooo i asked jake if i could bust over his house for a while so his mommy picked me up on the wat home from his basketball practice. sooooo i had to go over there and we hung out for a while and i ate some dinner and jake made funna me like usual and we just hung out in his room all nite until daddy came and it was just fun cuz we were hanging out on a school nite..pretty sweet if u ask me!. yeahhhhh so thats all, im lazy and need a shower but watever, im going to go uh watch the osbourne christmas speical and go to bed cyaaaaaaa

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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
ME AND ALLIE GOTTA DUET CRAZYYY

listening to: queen- dont stop me now!!!!
mood: tiredddddddd



I GOT JAKES CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!!!!!!!
yeaaaaaaa im so excited...ill get to that tho..
last nite me and jake got in a big fight, over something really stupid that i said cuz i always say the wrong damn things and i felt soooooooo freaking bad. he was sooo pissed off at me he didnt even wanna talk to me or anything, it was like the maddest ive ever heard him, i was scared, i thought he was gonna dump me, he said im leaving by and hung up, and i just cryed, cuz i was so pissed at myself for sayin something so stupid. he had every right to b mad at me ahhh :( so i took a long bath and cryed and went to bed and cryed and woke up and felt better but was still pissed. i didnt care wat i looked like cuz i expected jake to not speak to me all day but when i get there he just looks at me and i gave him the saddest face and he was like "im sorry for flipping out on u last nite" and i was like im sorry too baby i really m i didnt mean it and we made up!! awwww so cute. soo ya that problem settled. so school was normal...we got progress reports today and i did sooooo kick ass... lets see...

government- 92 A
gym- A
geometry- 82 B
spanish- 85 B
art a&p- A
FOT- 92 A
honors english- 88.2 B
earth science- 93 A

WORK IT OUT!!!!
i went shopping today and i bought jakes christmas presents. im so excited!!!! well, yesterday when he told me he spend 65 $ on me i was like whoa ur crazy, i only spent 32 $ on him so far even tho i wasnt done and i only had 16 bucks. soooooo all last nite i was digging thru the hole house for spare change, put them all in a big jar and took them to coinstar today. guess how much money i had!!! 56 BUCKS BABY!!!! damnnnnnn in change, thats a fucking shitload, 10 bucks worth a pennies, jesus how smart m i. so i had a ton of cash, so i had to go buy jake more gifts. i really didnt no wat to get him, he told me he wanted some posters so i went to hot topic and they didnt have any wtf? sooooo i bust over to spencers, dug thru the posters, i bought the sublime blacck light sun poster, cuz he wanted a blacklight poster and he likes sublime and i bought him the jim morrison poster he shows me every time were at the mall. okay i think i did good there, then i bought him to packs of insence like 4 diff flavors and um over 55 altogether...thats a bunch to last him a while. total in spencers- $23.06
then we went down to sam goody cuz i had to buy a gift for john. all summer we watched the cky movies together and he only has the box set which doesnt include cky 4, so i decided to b nice and buy him that. i hope he likes it i dont no if he will...oh well, then while i was down there i decided to buy jake a dvd of a band he liked. they have so many and i couldnt decide but i went with the most expensive one that i really think hell like. it was the grateful dead dvd of a concert in 1987...hope he likes it. he was really obsessed with his dispatch dvd so i guess hell like this. then my mom bought him the jimi hendrix dvd for him for xmas. how cute. total in sam goody for me- $26.24
thennnnn as u no before i bought him 2 shirts in hot topic, a sublime shirt and a pink floyd shirt that everyone has but he wanted...total in hot topic- $36.78
EVERYTHING  comes to a kick ass and extremely nice GRAND TOTAL OF!!!!!.... $86.03!!!! yay
I SPEND A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY ON HIM. and it looks like i got him barley nothing!!!! ahhhh jesus christ it doesnt seem like much but i spent alot of money on him so im pretty happy. yay i cant wait im so excited. right when i got home i wrapped them. OH

AND MORE GOOD NEWS!!!! today at dance "the book" came out. "the book" is when they tell u who and wat dances u are in for the competition season. me and allie really wanted a duet together cuz we thinkg it would b good but we really werent expecting to get one together or anything and WE GOTTA JAZZ TOGETHER BABY woooooh oo!!!!! im so excited its gonna rock!!!!!!! YAYYYYYY. and then i got put in 1 extra dance then i requested but its okay. i have a total of 10 dances this year, thats about the same as last year so its not too good but watever im happy and im tired and i still need a shower but i think i mite get up early and take one insted of taking one tonite cuz im tired so YAHHHH!!!!!!

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Monday, December 08, 2003
wat to get jake for christmas!

listening to: hands down- dashboard
mood: slutty...hmm?!



well the nutcracker was alrite. the performance itself was okay. the main reason i like it was cuz it was like a reunion...EVERYONE who left the studio was there, all the bsa people, emily and kristen, it was just perfect. i was SOOOOO excited to see my loser natalie cuz i miss her so freakin much cuz shes such a skank. so it was a good lil get together, and i have to say i think i was the worst usher!! whopps. well the main thing i wanted to do was hand out the programs and like see everyone at the door. i had to usher with this fat lady who was some kids mom, she was nice but i was so mean to her i no she hated me by the end of the nite. i got in for free since i was an usher so i didnt have to waste 16 bucks cuz thats crazy. before the performance starts, the ushers are suppost to close the doors, i did that part yay. then before intermission they open them which i did and then the same after intermission and at the end of the show. but i screwed those, i didnt stand by the door at intermission either, i walked around and talked the hole time, and then after intermission, i sat up in the middle with my friend stephaine even tho i was suppost to sit in the back haha screw them i juust wanted to get in for free lol. but the performance was fine. some parts were boring but it was really pretty. everyone was so good like usual and uh it just reminded me as the same thing from last year but thats kay. gabis dad mr steve was in it as drosslemier. thats claras magical uncle who turns the nutcracker into a person yeah well it was so funny like our hole family thing kinda all went just to see mr steve cuz hes so funny. at the finale all the dads were screaming go drosslemeir and steve couldnt keep a straight face. i loved it that was some funny shit...
so mr steve said the story is about how clara took too many drugs and all the dreams she was having werent really dreams but were from the drugs, which could b a possiblity of the story and it would fit perfectly. thats just great. yeah so after that, we stayed forever and me nick and john convinced the parents to go out to dennys to eat since it was the only place open and it was cheap. after any dance event or get togehers like last nite, we usually go out to eat its a freaking tradition since we never see eachother anymore. so we go there and ate shit food cuz dennys sucks the biggest cock and then i got home around 11. haha fun stuff. today we had a 2 hour delay to school because of the snow and ice and shit. that was cool, i didnt get much extra sleep tho cuz my moms gay. but watever it was fine. um the day felt like normal even tho everything was shortend. the classes were only a hour eaach, insted of 70 min we had 5 min to change classes and lunch was only 20 min. hmm but it felt like a regualr day of school. oh so i go to school and find out that jake got my xmas present yesterday and um he spent 70 fucking dollars on me!!!!! i was so pissed...im not worth that, hes gay, i told him not to spend that kinda money cuz thats crazy, i only bought him a 40 buck gift so i feel bad.
now i gotta dig around the house for some money cuz i only got 16 bucks on me and thats not good enough. i feel like shit and hes not telling me wat he wants either soooooo...all day today ive been asking all his friends wat he would like for christmas, cuz all i got him was 2 shirts, a sublime and a pink floyd. im not finished, i was thinking about posters, hes been saying lately that he needs more posters for his room, mayb even some black light ones. hmmm, then i was thinkin of cds, but he hasnt told me any he wants, then i was thinkin a new pair of rainbow flipflops since his seem pretty dead but i dont no wat size he wears so im fucked. i need some ideas for xmas. soooo all his friends have been asking him "jake wat do u want for christmas?" for me i think. so at dismissal today hes like "everyones fucking askin me wat i want for christmas" im like "i no isnt it great" hes like "no its pissing me off" and im like "thats wat u get for not telling me wat u want, ive been asking everyone today for some ideas"...so i think hes gettin pissed off about it...and before i left while he was giving me his adidas pants, he said "you ruined my christmas" im like "uh okay im just trying to get u a present" so i think i mite go call him right now and see wats up. then im gonna continue my search for a christmas present and mayb talk mommy to taking me to get it tomorrow.  uhh wish me some luck pleaseeee

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Sunday, December 07, 2003
yea yea

listening to: evanescence- hello
mood: boredddddd


so ive been really bored all day. i woke up at 10 but didnt get up untill 11, i was tired. and i figured out that i was stuck home with daddy since mommy went out christmas shopping and didnt tell me that bitch. errr, so ive been bored for the 3 hours ive been up. just been talking to people online, i have no dance until wedensday. ummm i watched real world road rules for a while, tryed to find some accessories for my sexy outfit tonite for the nutcracker, talked to luke, dougie, cole, butki and RENEE! i miss her so much awww renee i love u. i painted my toe nails hot pink just to jazz up the white and black outfit lol and umm i found out were pickin up dougie and taking him there since he wants to go but had no ride. poor baby i miss him too. i really wanted to go outside on the 4 wheeler so bad, especially before all the snow goes away, but um my dads a dick and is like " no i put the plow on the front and im not taking it off so ur just gonna have to deal with it" while everyone out in the neighborhood are having kick ass times on their 4wheeleres and im just dazing out the window wishing i was too.  errrrr. i wanna take a shower. rite now i m eating a tuna fish sandwich and some chicken noodle soup. goood combo and very yummy. mmmmm. yeah and evanescence cd is gettin boring cuz all the songs sound the same but evanescence rocks and everything but i think its time to switch. yeah so soon im gonna g o take a shower so i can look all pretty tonite for my ushering job and shit. we gotta b outta here by 4 so we can pick up dougie and everything and then um get there at 5, the show starts at 6 and im kinda looking forward to it so work it out. okay i made this entry pretty damn long for the fact that absolutely nothing has happend today! go meee

Posted at 02:29 pm by br0kenhanded
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Saturday, December 06, 2003
i spent the nite at jakes....god i love it!!!!


mood: feeling sexy!!!

I FREAKING JUST SPEND THE NITE OVER JAKES HOUSE!!!!!


i did i spent the nite there how fucking sweet is that that is crazyer then crazy!! holy jesus christ thats awesome so lets see..

yeah ummmm well yesterday i was bored ass hell while snow was pouring down outside and I WAS stuck alone in the house by my lil old self. wasnt too much fun, until jake called and i asked him if his roads were bad and hes said no so i was like sweet mayb i can convince daddy to drive me up there, which i did and i got over there around 4 yesterday. yeahhh so um i get there, with my packed bag full of overnite shit just in case becuz my mommy told me too in case it happend. becuz we actually were suppost to get another 7 inches that nite lol, so it woulda been impossible to get outta that house. so ummm me and jake hung out all nite, while we watched 3 of the 4 movies i brought over. we watched waynes world which is probaly one of the best movies, and i couldnt freaking watch is becuz jakes obsessed and like was saying every line...i think he was mental...jesus i love how in that movie the hole time they just say, uh i think hes mental or something like that its so freaking funny...oh and the part when waynes like UHEYA AND MONKEYS MITE FLY OUTTA MY BUTT! haah yessss mayb ill watch that 2nite lol. anyway, we watched that and cuddled and uh then we ate some dinner, and then we uh watched dumb and dumber, and then we were gonna go play tony hawk upstairs but decided not too and just hung out in his room for a while. and we were just talking and kidding around and jakes werid and had like lighters everywhere in his room cuz he like burns everything and shit sooooo he was like playing with it and then uh i forget but he was like burning my arm and it hurt so i turned my head and the tips of my hair caught on FIRE!!! I WAS FUCKING ON FIRE FOR A MIN!!!!! it scared the living shit outta me. jake gave me the scaryest look in the world and got it out so damn fast and i ljust looked at him in shock, that i was freaking just on fire! itw as the weridest feeling in the hole world i couldnt believe that i almost coulda died rite there. sooo scary!!!! so yeah real scary and jake felt like shit after that and was all being nice cuz he said that was the stupid thing he has ever done, and i wouldnt doubt him for saying that. so after that trama, weeeee went downstairs around 10 cuz jakes dad wanted us to watch this movie about jewish people in some family and it was really gay so me and jake left and went downstairs alone without everyone while, jakes parents, his bro steven and his gf laura all stayed upstairs watching monty python lol greattttt movie but i have to say me and jake watched beavis and butthead do america and that movie ROCKS. yeah but uh are lil alone time got interrupted when the mommy and daddy made us come up and go to bed cuz THEY were tired. i no jake was pissed. so the sleeping arrangements were...jenna in her room, steve and laura in stevens room and me and jake in jakes room...haha yeah rite u think i would b allowed to sleep with jake...god fucking damn i wish that woulda just made my weeekend, no were not even allowed to fuckin sleep ont he same god damn floor...i got jakes confy bed while he crashed on the couch in the living room downstairs...aww poor baby. ummmm so it was saturday, and i get woken up at 8 in the morning by someone knocking on the damn door...come to find out its jenna, how perfect waking me up on a weekend in the morning so early....errrrrr, she says good morning and asks if i like pancakes and im like yeah sure...so she leaves and the n 15 min later jakes all in there naked from his showerrrrr mmmm loving that. so i finally got outta bed aroound 8:45, we went down and ate breakfast ummmm then we went downstairs and finished beavis and butthead, and then um we went out in the snowwwww!!!!! it was so funny, i didnt bring any snow shit cuz i dont own any cuz i usually dont go out even tho i always wanna but i have no one to go out with so wats the fun in that? yeah yeah so i got all bundled up, wore everyones clothes and i was looking pretty awesomeee.... lol ahahh yeahhhhh so we were out there for id say a hour or a hour in a half, me jake laura steven and jenna were all out there having snowbal fights and then jake and steven had to shovel the driveway while all the girls watched...how fun was that, but we did have some crazy fights out there and i accidently um, thru a snowball at jake and then his mom opend the door and it went in the house..whopps!! yeah yeah well anyway we got back in our bummin clothes and watches some movies and then everyones like hey were going to bel air and im like sweet even tho i have no money....so we took a family trip to bel air, we went to jo ann fabrics so steven, the very talented man that he is could make pillows for his and lauras apartment. hahah yeah so um steven decides that insted of wasting money for pillows, why not make some sinceh e learned how to in home ec class!? lol and i ahve to say they look pretty damn good, the materials awesome so the apartment is gonnna look sweet, especially all hand made and shit so cute. hahah yeah so we went there and bought stuffing for the pillows, then we went over to home depot were me jake and jenna stayed in the car cuz its no point to go in..and then  we headed to the mall, where i showed jake all this shit i wanted for christmas so i pretty much no wat im gettin, but i showed him a shitload of junk so he better not get that all for me. ill b pissed but i dont no watever. after our shopping, we convinced jakes mom to take us to catus willies, its a buffet restruant, all u can eat and we were all soooo freaking hungry and his mom hates that place but everyone got there moneys worth, and i got in for being 12 how nice. lol. i ate like a plate full of fried shrimp cuz thats awesome and um a roll and shit and i was stuffed, after we left there we were off to home. yay, and me and jake hung out and it was a awesome nite cuz we did shit and yeah none of that needs to be none but um YEAAAAAAAAAAAA BABY!!!!! hehehehe prouddd..EHEHEHE, and um then i had to leave at 9 cuz my dads werid and i had the sweetest weekend again with jake it rocked pretty aweomse god u no u loved it!!!!! work it out, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa. god its been awesome. hehe rite now im watching tv talking to my friend myles cuz i havent talked to him in a while, and um i have to go to gay nutcracker tomorrow so i dont get to see jake, but um i think i mite go outside on the four wheeler yay fun shit!!!!! im love itttttt im so in loveeeee with JAKE!!!!!


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