Entry: DO YOU REALIZE!?!? Saturday, January 10, 2004




moood: tiredish


so tonite i went shopping for my dress for the upcoming dance at schoool called *snowflake*. im excited, and i wanna decent dress, i mean i dont need a fancy one its no big dance or anything. i went all out for 8th grade, for homecoming i wore some tube fro-y black dress with pink flowers at the bottom. it looked so cheap in the store but since im gay, i was like hey wat the fuck ill stud my dress, and it looked 1022345678 times better and i was sooooo proud of it. i actually made it look pretty. i thought i looked pretty good for homecoming. but watever. anyway. the snowflake dance is coming up soon on the 24! and i gotta go cuz i sent a conflict in for dance and if i dont getta ticket ill b pissed. so me and mommy went on a hunt tonite for the perfect dress for snowflake. jake wasnt home anyway so that was good, rite after school he had to go to a basketball game that was like a hour in a half away and he said that he definatly couldnt do anything tonite so i took that oportunity to go shopping with all the christmas money i have :yay: i really wanted to loook for my dress since i dont have much time but it didnt really work. there werent many stores that had decent looking dresses, and they either for major expensive, or ugly. hmmm tough choice. i looked in a bunch of stores and none had anything decent. besides arden b, which im pretty sure is a older persons store but they had some cute expensive dresses. i really wanted a halter cuz i just worn a tube dress so i didnt wanna look the same as last time, and i really want something with black in it so i dont have to buy new shoes cuz i love my shoes anyway. sooooooo we looked in there and they had this awesome haltery dress that was like strunched up front and the back was all out and it was cut so low and it was the cheapest they had so i tryed it on and my boobs hung out and it didnt fit. i was pissed cuz it was really sexy and it woulda looked good. but then my mom finds a awesome silky tube dress in black and it has there like white stripes randomly coming from the side and everything. it was so pretty and felt awesome it was way nicer then the dress i wore for homecoming. even tho it wassss a tube, i tryed it on and i dont have enough boobs to fill it out, but i have a nice big strapless bra that mite do the trick. but anyway i wanted to add some thick silky straps to it to help hold it up and make it look more haltery insted of another black tube dress like i just wore. and then i will stud the strips with white studs to add some flavor to it. so it was all planned out, we have a steamstress at dance who would definatly do the sewing job for us and im a studder, and it works out great. the dress was 108 bucks and my mom was alil werid about it so we decided that if we cant find anything we like better were gonna get it and go back so i think i mite get that. it will look good since its black and white and will match jakes tux! lol ahhaa. sooooooo um yeah that was it. and i didnt buy anything at all for myself while i was at the mall besides one earring from pacsun but i took alot of clothes back that i didnt like from christmas. i took back a bunch of stuff from american eagle and bought a las vegas shirt, and like a bunch of panites. then i went to pacsun and i got a 50 buck gift card for all the shit i brang back. wow thats crazy. im so freaking rich. so i went searching for the one cd i waneted to buy while i was out cuz i no i wouldnt b out for a while. and that is THE FLAMING LIPS. so i go to fye, cuz i had a gift card for there and they didnt have it? WTF thats crazy. so since i have a mall gift certificate i was like i can go to any cd store and buy it so i go to sam goody, find it and it was 20 FUCKING BUCKS no way in hell im paying 20 dollars for a cd thats crazy shit ill wait. mayb i can get it from bestbuys for cheaper. or i can just wait till jake buys it and he can burn me a copy. thats a thought. i dunno theres so much shit. but i think that jake said if he can get tickets we are gonna go to a flaming lips concert and rock out even tho neither of us still are cdless, we love them. YAAAAAA.

so anyway that was my nite, and it was boring and jake never called and i wanted to talk to him cuz i miss him:( i have dance all day tomorrow too, straight thru from 10:30-6:30, when the hell do i eatttttt?!! ahhhhh i have ballet, then we start SHELLYS LYRICAL DANCE!!!!!!!! yaaaaaa im soooooo excited i love shellys dances i just cant wait till tomorrow, then pilatees, then jazz then a speical part for the dance thats holding me over till 6:30 when i could b out doing shit with my boyfriend but nooooo i have to b in gay speical parts errrrr. oh well. ill deal. im finished at 6:30, get home at 7, get to jakes by 7:30 mayb even have time to go to c-mart and get the tux i dunno...but im looking forward to tomorrow in a way...cuzzz
**im gonna start a dance,
**enjoy the pleasure of classes with shelly,
***NOT ENJOY the 8 straight starving hours of dance,
********and then have a great ass time with jake all niteeeeeee yay!!!!!!!!!

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